A Bearing into the Life of The Bite-Sized & Fab...

That’s a question I often ask myself.
Not because I personally don’t know, BUT
Seeing the actions of ppl around me makes me think otherwise.
Does love make u Stupid?
Does it take away all knowledge Common Sense?
Does it make u cast out the Reality in front of you?
Is there a fine line between seeing and believing when your in LOVE with someone?
I often think do the ppl who say they’re “In LOVE”
Really understand what this thing called LOVE is all about.
I’ve witnessed some REALLY eerie things from People who say they’re in LOVE and I often wonder if they’re in LOVE for the sake of being in LOVE or are they in LOVE for fear of facing loneliness….
I’ve been one who was so “in LOVE” to where I couldn’t understand what was happening in front of me, simply be cause the “one” I loved told me otherwise.
But then again, was that me acting out of LOVE or out of fear of losing it?
So many questions and ideas flood the membrane when thinking of this thing called LOVE.
Does it TRULY exist or is it merely a figment of the Mind and an excuse spoken.
“I overlook your abuse, because I LOVE you”
“I turn a blind eye to your cheating, because I LOVE u”
“I lie, because I “LOVE” you”
Is this REALLY what LOVE is all about??

Dear 2010,
What a HELL of a Year you were!
There was so much I could dwell on.
So many things and people were lost,
So many new Discoveries,
So many Tears,
So many Confirmations,
So much Stagnance,
But throughout all of the Tribulations you put me thru, I STILL stand Strong and Fabulous 2 days shy of my opportunity to do it BIG with a whole New Year!

I have learned in this past year that:

• Lovers make mistakes, BUT it is the words and actions of their Hearts that we should listen to.
•Money will come and go, but with Persistence, Faith and really GREAT Friends, you can endure ANYTHING!
•People will speak recklessly from their mouths, BUT when they show you WHO they are, BELIEVE them!
•Be, no matter what, true to YOURSELF! In the end, when everyone has come and gone, YOU are all YOU have to look forward to!
•God is Love and he brings you to and THRU things to Teach you a Lesson.
•Be the BEST at Anything and Everything you do! Your Works will speak for YOU!
•Speak from your Heart and let your Actions show the same, those who mind, don’t matter and those who MATTER don’t mind!
•Be FABULOUS!!!! There is NO other way to be!
•FAMILY and REAL FRIENDS will Love you regardless of who you are or what you have, and when they show you that, cling to them!
•NEVER,EVER,EVER chase someone who treats you as an Option or deals with you when its convenient for THEM! Your efforts are far more precious than the company of people like this!
•Live, Laugh, Forgive and Love…it will carry you a LONG way!
And last BUT not least:
•Thank God and Praise him in Advance. You may not know where your Blessings will flow from, but they will come….ABUNDANTLY!!!

So, to all the “Friends”, Love INTERESTS and Feebles that graced my path in 2010 I say to you, thank you for failing me, it is because of you, that I go into 2011 with a Clear Head, Heart, Soul and Mind and it is going to be you that will sit on the sidelines and sulk as you watch me, FABULOUSLY, bust 2011 WIDE ASS OPEN!!!!!!!
*SN*
To My ♥: Be Patient with Me, Neither God, nor am I thru with ME yet! And to YOUR Shones, Stay in y’all Muthaeffin’ Lanes!!! I aint gone NO WHERE in 4 Years, have y’all NOT gotten the picture yet?!?! ;]

To My REAL…Hear Me…REAL FRIENDS: Thank You for Loving the Hell outta me whether I’m a B**ch, Funny, Mean, Blunt, Fab, Sick, Full of Attitude and any other Mood Swings I threw at y’all this year!

To My Family: Thank You for the Continuous Support and Love, I’m gonna continue to make and keep you Proud!

And Lastly, To My HATERS

So, as Hunger seeps its way into my Sleep, my Mind decides to move as rapidly as my Feet are b/c I fell asleep with my Socks on and now my Feet are Hot :/
Anywho, its almost Christmas and I decided to sit back and think about the “Holiday” and what it REALLY means!
Every Year, from “Black Friday” to December 24th (Christmas Eve), people are “forced” to spend Money they don’t have, (and Work harder all next year to replenish), to show the ones nearest and dearest to them how much you “care” about them. Is that REALLY what Christmas is all about?
Now, don’t get me wrong, I Love the Holidays and I’m no Scrooge BUT I’m often forced to wonder, is buying and giving Gifts the REAL reason for this Season?
Are “shones” putting their best foot forward, just to receive something lavish for the Holidays?
Are Parents losing Sleep and Money to provide for Children that are less than perfect all year, because of this Day?
Are Sig-Nig’s (Significant Others) biting there tongues and lacking candor in their relationships, just to have a Holly, Jolly Christmas?
Christmas was one of my FAVORITE Holidays growing up as a Child, BUT for the Past few Years, After College, b/c Christmas Break was when I went Home from a gruesome Semester and was able to spend time with my Family and Friends, I’ve been forced to take a long, hard look and sip of Reality.
All I want for Christmas is Life, Health, Strength and to Spend time with My Family! The Gifts, although GREATLY appreciated, would be an added Bonus! However, they do not create the Reason for the Season for Me.
Give me a trip on I-95 South for the Christmas Weekend and it would mean the World to me!
To Wake Up Christmas morning, get those Warm Mommy, Grammy and Qwynne Hugs and sit in Church with the people nearest and dearest to Me…to celebrate the Birth of our Father and to witness another day, and to know that although this Year was not perfect, I get another chance to start anew in a Week and a Day after Christmas, these are a few of my Favorite things! That’s what Christmas means to me…what does it mean to you?!? #IJS